you live your life, you go in shadows
i think about what it will be like when their unending need for you has completely drained your every ability. i wonder who they will turn to next when you've been depleted of every resource. it saddens me that the reality sits but inches from their noses and yet they remain in denial about how close you really are to letting go. i wish that i had the words, the method of explanation, the strength to say what needs to be said and the gusto to do what needs to be done. i struggle because i don't think my fighting for you will change anything when you're not willing to fight for yourself. i cave when i'm alone with my thoughts and the weight of how serious life can get invades me. silently, i continue hope for a miracle and for time to give you a chance to really, truly, for once, enjoy your life.
August 7, 2012 05:42 PM PDT
I am not 100% sure who this is about, but if its who i think, then all you can do is love them. that's all...nothing more, nothing less. xoxox