leave behind some reasons to be missed
I have so much that I'm thankful for. Sometimes I can't believe how good my life is. I used to struggle with so many things that, in the grande scheme of things, didn't actually matter in the slightest. I miss my Dad so much. My only wish in going back over the past is that I had really tuned in to things he would try to explain to me. He could get so involved in a story but I lacked the ability to truly appreciate & absorb it. He is terribly missed and I get so sad when I think about him in some moments. But I do have a great husband, honest friends, a quirky-in-their-own-way loving family, & an absolutely wonderful job. At this moment, for the very most part, I hope nothing ever changes.